Ignorance ..not so much of a bliss

I've been keeping my thoughts away from a long time now, from others and from myself. For anything to exist it doesn't always require to be acknowledgement. I have been ignoring my thoughts in written and voice.

Sometimes I feel like the less of these thoughts the easier my life would be. Actually I have a friend who lives this rule and seems pretty happy, only difference is, he has it naturally and I try to force it on myself. And let me tell you, it hasn't worked much for it.

I'm not an evil mind or anything, but I am definitely a hyper thinker (not sure if that is a term). I'm not really sure why the Ignorance took over but I do know that my life runs in phases. There are phases on self ignorance, self importance, friendly and social, TV is my life, fitness freak and what not..

I mostly see my life to be something I dreamed of, in fact I'm dreaming of living a certain life most of the times than actually living one.


I'm going to try some acceptance now, accepting myself and not ignoring it. I will try to do some of the things I dream of and live the dream, at least start to try.


Right now I'm not really sure of what is it that I'm after. Maybe I don't need to be after anything.

But ignorance hasn't helped, so I'm hoping acceptance will.

Cheers!!